My calling was literally a calling. I heard my name being called from a great distance. I thought I was loosening my mind for a while. But my name was being called and I would turn around to see who was talking to me. When I discovered who was calling and what was required of me, I committed myself to service in the kingdom of God. I wasn’t trained as a minister. So I didn’t know really where to start. I began to read the bible for the first time in my life. I read it like a book. I started in the New Testament. When I read what Jesus had done for me, I cried for days. I didn’t want my relationship to be superficial. I was going to commit myself even unto death. I was all end unto the death. So as I studied I found out who I had committed myself to. I was surprised at what I found. Jesus was and is a real person just like me. He had the same temptations that I have. His life on this earth was about relating to me and paying the price for my sins. He had a mother and father and family on this earth. Jesus committed Himself to them and to God the Father. His earthly parents not quite understand all that was required of them in their relationship with God. But they were willing to commit themselves. So I saw they were like me. Their commitment raised Jesus and saw Him die on the cross. I saw that I could do no less. My training wasn’t a formal education, but it took place on the back side of the desert. I was glad I didn’t have to unlearn that formal education as Paul had to do. God began to piece together what the kingdom of God was about. It was given to me a little at a time, here a piece there a piece. Then I began to see the picture of the kingdom of God. You know what is amazing is that picture is one of Jesus. I saw Him as He is, literally.