I was always a shy person. I never did like to share myself with many people. I took a course in communication in college to be able to talk to people better. I could speak publicly but hardly ever privately. I was not willing to expose myself to hurt or ridicule. I remember as a child at my parent’s home, there was a 50 foot cedar tree in the backyard. I would climb to the top of tree. There was a fork at the top I could sit on. It was above the roof of the house and in the open. I could see all around. The breeze would blow through. No one could see me or talk to me except God. There God developed a relationship with me. I saw all of creation there. Its beauty and wonder. This is how I began to know God. When I first accepted the Lord into my heart, I wasn’t willing to share with anyone my relationship. Every so often I would speak about knowing God personally. But most times it had to be dragged out of me. My relationship with my Father is personal and intimate. But if you will read with your heart, you will see me.

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When I first started with God, we would sing songs from Psalms. It was very popular among the churches. You learned the scriptures also. And you sang songs like David did in his day. David started having singers and musicians in the temple because he knew it was important to praise God. God never directed him to do so. It became an important part of life in the temple. Even after the Israelites came back from captivity, singers and musicians were the first to be appointed in the temple. God has always wanted his children to praise Him. There are several reasons why. One, it encourages us to do the will of God. It builds our faith to resist evil and go into this world to take it back. Two, you draw near to God. The bible says if you draw near to God, He will draw near to you. You begin to spend time in the presence of God. The place that God has always wanted us to be. Three, it drives the devil away. The devil will not be where God is. I was reading in Psalms this morning and read: Let God arise and His enemies be scattered. I began singing the song that I sang years ago and remembered the faithfulness of God.

Seriously folks, was it when you were in trouble and couldn’t get out of it. So let’s ask God. He can fix any mess I get myself into. Then why are you so surprised that God will answer you. It amazes me what people think about God. He is Santa Claus or the man upstairs. If I would have treated my father like that, I don’t know what would have happened. Is Christianity just a wish list for you? Do you believe that you can live like you want and get away with it? So when was the last time you had a conversation with God? Was it the day you got saved? Well, the load is off of me and I am on my way to nowhere. What struck me in the Old Testament part of the bible was that most everybody spoke to God directly. And God spoke back. They carried on a conversation together. You know what struck me about the New Testament part of the bible was that everybody spoke to God. And God spoke back. That is so strange, that my Father in heaven wants to carry on an ongoing conversation. He made the earth and all of creation for me to have a conversation with Him. Life is just amazing.

When I began to walk with the Lord. I didn’t know whether or not I could do what I saw and read. I would hear stories of Christians that had gone before me. They changed their world. Some loss their lives doing it. It always seemed so out of my reach to live the life God calls us to. I wanted to live that life but I didn’t know how I was going to do it. One day I was headed home. I was stopped by a train. There a lot of cars waiting for the train to pass. The Lord spoke to me and said, get out of your car and go and tell everyone that I love them. I broke down crying. I said I could not do it. The hand of God came off of me that fast. He would not speak to me. I cried all the way home. Finally after a while, God speak to me and said, I want you to be willing to follow me. I will do the rest. That was thirty five years ago. With a willing heart the whole world can be turned upside down. Be willing to follow God and your world will change.

When I began I always thought that prayer was hard and mostly impossible to reach God. But every time I asked God for something, it seemed to show up at my doorstep. The first time I prayed for someone, I was cornered into doing it. I didn’t know whether or not would answer me. I said, “Ok, God do something.” Guess what happened, God healed the person immediately. It surprised me so much that I began to test God. I prayed for stupid things, headaches, pains, shirts, and whatever came to mind that I needed. By the way, there are no stupid things when it comes to pray. God said He would give us the Kingdom here on earth as well as in Heaven. God kept answering me and showing me that He was listening. Then I wanted to hear His voice and to know it was Him. I like the King James English version bible. God would speak to me through a scripture in King James English. For a long time that was how I heard His voice. Then God spoke to me plainly. I heard that still small voice in my heart and knew it truly was God. My prayer began to change into a constant conversation with my Father. This is what I always wanted, a real relationship with my Father, my older brother, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I am not usual or strange. God kept telling me I am an average Christian.

It seems that I’m writing in retrospect. I am writing the last thing first and the first last. God always wanted us to do what is right, righteousness. For God knew that the only way man could survive was to do so. Moral boundaries aren’t a cage or prison. They are there to keep man free from the cages. When man rebels against God, he knows he is deceived. Man believes the lie that God is limiting him so he will not become powerful like God. This is why God established a Blood Covenant with man. Abraham was chosen. The ceremony took place and God told Abraham that his part was to sacrifice his son. Abraham did as God instructed. Isaac was placed on the altar to be sacrificed. God stopped Abraham and accepted his willingness to sacrifice Isaac as part of the covenant. God’s part was to sacrifice His son. God said the whole world can enter into the covenant by sacrifice. And what is that sacrifice, you and me.

Many times there are external or internal signs of the covenant. Some signs are the rainbows for Noah (Gen.9:12-15), the Sabbath day for Moses (Ex.16:25, 26), circumcision for Abraham (Gen.17:9-11) and the circumcision of the heart for the believer in the New Covenant (Rom.2:25-29). Covenants are always structured. In Exodus and Deuteronomy, they are divided into four parts. The first part is the history of each participant, a record of what each person has done until the present. The second part is the laws, showing what is required of each person to do in the covenant. The third part is the mutual obligations. This is where each person agrees to the covenant and show what will happen if they break the covenant. The fourth part is the conclusion of the covenant. This part is to seal the covenant with oaths, a solemn meal, sacrifices, exchanging clothes and passing between a cut up animal. When a covenant is broken, it can be rewritten between the two parties. In rewriting the covenant, it doesn’t change the covenant, but it renews it and is still considered a new covenant.

A covenant is a general obligation between two parties. A covenant was and is confirmed by an oath, be a solemn meal, by sacrifices, exchanging clothes and passing between cut up parts of animals. The Hebrew word for covenant is berit, the sense of binding or berit-alah, the idea of a binding oath (Gen.26:28). For concluding a covenant the bible uses the expression, karat, to cut a covenant, referring to cutting up an animal. Covenants are established between individuals, between countries and their peoples and between husbands and wives. Covenants aren’t always a mutual agreement. Sometimes they represent relationships between a powerful party and a weak one. This covenant or agreement is freely given and out of good will toward the weaker party. This is God’s covenant with man.

400 years later, God remembered His covenant with Abraham and delivered the children of Israel out of Egypt. God wanted them to become a kingdom of Priests (Ex.19). When Moses and the children of Israel came to Mt. Sinai, they broke the covenant with God (Ex.32, 33). God and Moses wrote a new covenant, the 613 laws. With the 613 laws came man’s accountability for sin. The laws didn’t give the power of God to man to keep the commandments. God gave the covenants to man to help him live the way God wants them to live. What are these covenants that God made with man?

God started a Theocracy (Rom.1:19-21). A theocracy is form of government, where God is king and man can rule himself thought the Laws of God. Man is subject to God, but does have some autonomy. So God created Adam and Eve and gave them a Covenant (Gen.1:26-28). When it was broken, God made a new covenant with Adam, out of the original covenant by adding a Savior for man (Gen.3). Then when man broke the covenant again, God made a new covenant with Noah (Gen.6). This covenant was the same as the one with Adam, but He wrote the Laws down and established a government to enforce the laws. When the Noahic covenant was broken, God decided to choose a people to represent Him on this earth. Abraham entered into a covenant with God. God took the covenants of Adam, the promise of a Savior, the covenant of Noah, the rule of government and added a land to live in, the Promised Land (Gen.15). God chose the center of the earth, Israel, the land flowing with milk and honey, to be their home.