The bible says that the Spirt is subject to the prophet. This means that the Holy Ghost doesn’t force His will on us. God has always given us a choice. We have a free will. We can choose to serve God or not. Even a believer has a choice to make. Wanting to serve doesn’t come naturally. We choose the path we walk on. When Jesus’s sayings got tuff, many of His disciples turned back. Jesus asked the 12 if they were going to leave also. Peter said, where can we go. You are the Christ. You have the words of everlasting life. So, what do you believe? Where can you go, just because things are getting tuff in you life? The saints of the first century believed and went to their deaths in the Roman colosseums. There has always been martyrs throughout the ages. It is always something to contemplate your mortality.