It’s not all fun and games. Yes there is joy. And joy will keep you and bring you through tough times. The light of God does one thing for us. It shines a light into our heart. Whatever is there will be revealed. Sometimes it’s not so pretty. In fact it can be pretty ugly. As you open your heart to God He will begin to cleanse your heart. The Bible says the heart is the most deceitful thing. As God finds things in your heart it requires willingness on our part to let God work in us. This isn’t the easiest thing for us. But with God all things are possible. I open my heart and cried. Piece by piece God cleaned out my heart. It was one of the hardest things I had ever done. The Bible says that we love darkness more than light. I want to say that the process is over. But I can’t. My life is being lived with all the troubles and heartaches I can handle. So I am a work in progress. I want to say I am perfect. But it isn’t true. I will be when I cross over to the other side. What the reality of Christianity is that I repent of my sins on a daily basis.