Trust, I didn’t trust anyone. I learned that people will betray you for their own agenda. I learned how difficult it was to be alone. I resigned myself to a life of loneliness. I wanted more, but there were few options opened to me. God had to win my trust before I would surrender. Step by step, God ordered my path to Him. So, when God got me to the place to recieve Jesus, I would. Even after I received Jesus in my heart, I wanted to know that I was on the right track. God took me step by step, here a little, there a little. It was never more than I was able. He brought me to the place where He asked me if I would die for Him. I said yes. I had committed my life to God and His plan. Trust is a reality of Christianity.